jetsetter.

guess who?

-ms. z decided to catch me spontaneously while i was fixing my ooogly hair.

why do i get the feeling i'm gonna have sleepless nights & a watchful eye.

;)

1. stark realization,
totally misjudged my bff(s). sorry guys!

2. jetsetting,
sunshine coast, surfers paradise.
lucky pig is gonna have lots of hot gfs for a week hoho.

3. exams,
3101112 eek!

4. 13,
perempuan simpananku touchesdown. kwahkwah

5. lucky numbah,
i want a hug.

sunday's best.

you walk in, i walk out,
we watch life pass by.
you try to keep up, i try to slow down.
we forget how it was once simple.
borin, mundane & routine, 3 years later.
i couldn't give it a better description.
i wonder how it'll be 3 years from now.
will you remember my scent, keep the memories?
the way i walk, how i tie my hair?
i guess the one question on my mind is:
will you remember me?
but it doesnt matter though.
cz this will be the last time
i crazy you.



xoxo, mushroom.

late night rendezvous,

minus 15.


chapellis on chapel.

random slutting.

beautiful people.

the mushroom.

all black.

jodphurs.

the bomber.

the bestie.

on warmer skies.

xoxo

i caved.

shalum: - random trip to the abyss, berslutting.

Had I always been this naive?

I could never understand why you liked talking about work so much.
Now that I work, I understand :- great pay, nice peeps, excellente environment
Something new always seems to happen.
I love talking about work.

bwahbwah* my poor feet

Did I wrong you?

Now that I understand those reasons behind,
Lieslieslies.

Was I wrong to leave you?

Thinking back, I needed time to assess the whole situation.
Then I realize crap, it's only been a couple of days.
But I eat-sleep-shit & think about you when I'm free.
And every night I reread the last msg twice.
Emo & then insomnia strikes.

Why?

I couldn't understand the reason for my goodbye.
But I admit it felt somewhat right, being against my principles.
Somewhere somehow, it didn't fit into the bigger picture.
Although uncalled for & impromptu on my part.
Stupid stupid. slaps head*

So, instead of buying you a laptop (surprise.),

My first paycheck pays for: -
x1 piercing
x1 aa on credit
x1 black converse leather shoes
Yum.

Coffee say's, "You're random. That's good."

Ms. Z, my berslutting buddy & I are starting a project.
xoxo

the power card.

the dress/skirt was a great ebay buy, only 7usd.
vintage belt was 15aud.
silk tube, i just made it.
when summer hits, you'll see me in this lil' number.
xx

i think my sanity is giving way.
nearly went awol trying to stop myself from heading out the door.
i need my dosage of honey macadamias.
day 3 in counting.
i want my yumcha. whine*
xx

anyway, i have this great story to tell.
everybody that comes into my house/room would come across "the wall".
now "the wall" isn't very special, just a couple of pictures, signs etc.

so seriously, what's there to laugh at?
is it the "it's not working"/the "don't eat honey macadamias"/the "don't snack" sign?
so i've got a little less will power than i give myself credit for.
doesn't mean you have to make a funny.
xx

i've finally got a job.
i'm officially a granny's store sales assistant,
quoted by coffee.
the workload is close to zilch, i had to pinch myself to stay awake.
my eyes started to wander when she was speaking to me.

on the upside, the pay is great.
considering i haven't spent a cent on anything. bah.
i crave for outside nyum nyum.
xx

that's not too bad.
coffee's gonna take me out
coffee-dinner-movie.
i better remember to repay the favor one day.
xx

oh, and the bestie touches down on the 10th.
lovely.

assignments are piling up in the corner.
i shall have to make a start. tmr. damn.
xx

too bad you know me.
too bad i held on.


need my epidural shot, im flying too close to home.
out-

hidden intent,

250908 salt lake city. mr. bleh, you're missed.
xx

bad influence,

"i dropped 1 subject."
"why?"
"too hard already."
"ey?"
"i know ur gonna kc me."

-bloody innocent lor chan hai.

no mood to study.
current listen :- chillout sessions 04

are you feeling me?

off to a fashion show tonight =P
what to wear?

the wonders of having a drunk pic.
and god bless curiousity.

nak makan?
till then.

clockwork orange.

hold me down, sweet and low.

what's a girl to do, when her heart's in two, nuella.

just bought aa's
x1 Le sac
x1 two-tone
x1 tube
total damage less than $98, free ship, 15% off.
feeling:- content

heading up north -brissy, gold coast.
warner's, seaworld, wet&wild.
total damage to date $400

ticking off the to-do.
thailand, dec 08.
china, dec 08.
india, july 09.
nz, oct 09.
south america, 10.
uk, 11.
2 words - can't wait.

i missed looping, our chats, sokk.
sorry, i like to be manja-ed.

if all goes well tomorrow, i would have been able to make 09uk.
the only thing i regret was breaking my 08promise.

to miss z,
3 cheers to bloody shit dinners.

won't give away the end,
one thing that stays mine.