letters to you.

you fuddled my post because you msged me online.
why do you fuddle my post?
xx

i didn't realize it was friday today.
i camped at home, hung up on a telemarketer (who thought i was 12),
miss a x1 call from chris, skipped dinner date w ms. z,
and tackled very strong questions which knock you out indefinitely.

after this post, im making it a point to get 8 hours of sleep (7 if im lucky)
because tomorrow will be another day of trawling.
trawling because if luck isn't on my side, i would have to trawl harder than usual in the exams.
(which really between you and me is something i would not enjoy)
so i trawl now -before its too late.

xx

i had this nightmare two days ago.
i can't be sure if it was due to X amount of maui brownie madness before i slept
but i dreamt i was in uk,
(now this coming from a girl who has never been to the other side of the world)
-i wouldn't know how uk even looks like
(i guess with the exception of photographs)

anyway, i just knew it was and well, i had no moolah, nobody and all i felt was loneliness.
it was horrible.
the sibling woke me up so i couldn't see what happen.
but that was really scary.
i wonder if it will really happen one day.
xx

my itchy hands (and i suppose stress from exams)
lead me to buy something on ebay.
im scared ill turn out like,



i wouldn't mind though.

you were right.
i bought the parka.
xx

the world is mine.

Today, work was incredulously tiring.
(pbb cz I haven't been to work in what feels like a week)
I stacked shelves and shelves of new clothes which do not even fit me.
I accomodated to indecisive old ladies who try on X many -and I mean x MANY
(if you think im indecisive, seriously, please come into the shop)
*well, this shits me, if you haven't already sussed this out for yourselves
ANW, the unfit is a bonus really.
Trust me and my spending habits to tell you.
I've found several "can see" clothing which I could have and would have bought if not for my ice cream (look below)

Instead, after work i turned left (my house is on the right)
I call this instinct.
Oh happy chapel.
I found this great parka (i've been looking for a nice parka)
It's nice and green. (although I want a black one)
Speaking of black, I found this nice parka at work (BUT, it's too big.)
-trust me, everytime i work i try it on so i would know
So unfrotunately, I can't buy it.
Anyway, back to the green parka, it's great
-only cz it has this nice string you can tie in the middle
I'm thinking bout it. (im sure you will see me with my parka in two weeks babe)

Remember maui brownie madness?
What maui-brownie-madness?
(only the best chocolate ice cream ever made and known to man kind)
i bought 3 tubs of the like. shyshy* -its on special la fk.
i like to call my method "spooning" because each spoon is a wide as my mouth
I dont stop till i finish half the tub in a day. salivate*

Ok I've read some particularly funny anedotes today.
Work done, minimal.

I think we should all waste X mins to watch this.



xoxo

gearing.

x amount of happy
omg. i am so fucking high today, happy high.
Happy happy happy
i finished another subject AHH (which was suppose to be finished yesterday)
but ANW,
i just realized i look so much better chubby! OMG
all this time cry*

somethings i want to do before i leave,
x1 bbq by the park YAY! bradwurst, cheesy bradwurst and fake sausages.
x1 dinner at my place
x1 club
x many random outings to take pictures
x1 get cultured eating brie cheese + red wine (designated driver!)

And the best part, THE BESTIE IS COMING. @_@ cry*
gosh, such an emo post.
Hi bestie, we go SHOP ok? ok?
and we go shisha - i kno yer fav. O-M-G!
HOW TO FIT EVERYTHING IN 5 DAYS?!?

Cant wait to go home.
i mish so many things.
the besties, the road trips, the randoms, the jap food, the lai liu HAR wtf..
And the other bestie promised me BUTTER CRAB melts*
(as you can see, i am so touched by butter + crab = happy mills)
OMG OMG OMG cant wait!
BALI BALI BALI! cry*

And i should stop looking at all these randoms blogs.
berjealousing over things i can't have,
berthinking about things i don't get.
save it.
OMG MY GEEKY GLASSES ARE HERE!
wait, let me show you.

Back to my happy rant,
must reconnect with old buddies.
catch up and connect connect sikit.
So i'll be bloated with coffee, karaoke AND nasi lemak! hahaha
OMG i love sing K bersessioning!
AND early morning DIM SUM.

DANx2 we MUST watch HORROR MOVIE!
the scarier the better!
omg so excited.

And P4, pre pre _ party (i forgot babe) HAHA
BUT must* have it ok!
rent apartment enchiladas.
AND take pictures with santa hahah

I should go to church!
I should work.
I should concentrate on studying.
I should get my com/law degree
FOCUS FOCUS.

let yer mom tell you, finance is not easy. X_X
phish do not take it. phish.

i'm gona ace yer backside.
sekian.
xx

1:44, 2.02, 2.16, 2:48

what else is new?

life's like that.
people wish for things they can't get,
people want things they don't have,
people look to people they don't get.
weird life, full of wishing, wanting and longing.
and when they know the truth is inevitable,
they avoid it without a seconds thought,
just for a little bit,
because life's like that.

yer mom's blue.
& she feels like x ciggie.

flickr.

relationship myopia.

"If I wanted silence, I would whisper.
If I wanted loneliness, I’d choose to go.
If I liked rejection, I’d audition.
If I didn’t love you, you would know."

love me cancerously.

geeky bows, made today.

sometimes i feel my sister is more matured than me.
she's younger.

i love her heaps.
big heart.
xx

Garden state.

bluest of skies.

"Just to save you and I'd take you north to Mexico
Where you would tell me your life story on the steps of a Mayan temple
Where we'd camp singing nonsense songs in 12 bars to the jaguars, until you'd sense me
Your eyes convincing, and I would kiss you like a hero in the half-light
Dryer sheets and peach shampoo, the smell of palm leaves, I'd sleep against you
Until the natives found us, but they would crown us king and queen
And we could stay there, spend our days there, eating guava by the sea
And I could understand your views and you could fall in love with me"

film noir

caesars. cabonaras. pizzas.
comic lounge. pure blonde beer is sehr gut.
Xx

This is ray if you haven't already met him.
He would like to be introduced.
"Apparently", I never write about him.

Somethings you may like to know about him:
The first question he would probably ask you, "Have you watched heroes?"
His favourite colour is no longer white. haha
He taste in music is impeccable...”big boy rides, big boy ice.”
Ok, I take that back. That was my line.

Sometimes I roll him unintentionally, sometimes he just asks for it.
xx

Airing my dirty laundry

I just went to fill up my car.
Coles has a very smart marketing plan on their 4cents saving.
The 4cents saving doesn't actually save you anything if you spend on their delectables.
& we know how we can't resist those delectable (;
Considering i'm not one of their pawn pieces (lucky me),
I just fill up and leave.

Anyway, their sweets, gum & chocolates are waaaay overpriced.
Apparently, the cashier has to ask every single customer if they want to buy anything
(this saves you an extra 2cents on your fuel pump)
& they face being fired if they do not comply with this regulation.
This is because about 5% of Coles customers do actually buy an item from the Coles express.
However, if you sum up your 6cents saving on your fill, the additional chocolate/gum/sweet you intended to pay for actually makes you spend an equal or greater amount.

Smart or what?

i love it when you...

the inspiration,


the artwork.

i got bored a couple of months back.

well, i bought my corsages (X
it comes in quite handy really.

my phone bill is within "the budget", finally...
after 1 year & 6 months of useless expenditure. omfg.

besides that, i have online banking & mobile account up & running.
i might do an ING account too before i head back, kudos to mj.

ive gotta think about how to spring a job for the summer.
considering the low aussie exchange rate at the moment.
whine*

so..all thats left now is to touch those books i've sucessfully managed to avoid.

xoxo

it's like a different high.

jealous much?

how awesome are these babies? ghehehe
xx

I'm in my happy place now. dum di dum.
xx

I've got a 20% off sunglass hut voucher.
I can get those bug eyes I've been eyeing since ages ago.
Burrrrt...it's a bit pricey. how?
splurge or save?

& I also want leather-like leggings
yes, i found aa up the road.
& many many corsages
i have 20% off..
A pair of geeky glasses
A sportgirl hair braid
(X

Im slowly collecting my treasures. omg.

but first, pay off my debts.
-500 ekk!
xx

Im gonna be a nerd for a month starting now.
If thats what it takes to get some HDs..then nerdy be me.
I just realize I did well for my assignments so..may as well aim higher than a "pass"
shyshy* hahahah
xx

anyway, some of my plans for next year is to save heaps of moolah:-
1. to buy the mr&mrs matchyx2 wallets
2. to get myself a chanel
3. to go NZ for extreme sports...bungeee jumping!
and..
4. to get my butt to India to be enlightened & buy a good quality sari

bang myself a finance internship at either deutsche bank/jp morgan
Now thats some fkn bling.
and study freaks hard to be able to complete my degree by 2011.

Gdamn it.
Everyone is graduating already & the only thing ringing in my head is H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!

Mexico 2010 here i come!
xx

smurfette, in my element.

our signature pose,



and immaculate scream.



pei kar forever k?

i smuff yoo.
xx



up windsor.

pokerface.

hello, im back from brissy.

it's great.

seafood, check.
suntan, check.
copenhagen, check.
klub kandy, check.
korean, check.
japanese, check.
beach, check.

roller coaster, check.

now im back to my 10-5 job, broke.