misc.

zouk, one night.


21st catch up, 19th dec.


Christmas at curve 08, i am the devil hehe




House bersessioning 5 am over.




saw this in the park.


drebar/moonlight session

massive underground 08,

out with cousins/sticker photo/choco fondue, saw this furball

-had to ask the guys to move so i can take a pic. (i know no shame) shyshy*

the curve deco, grassy animals

genting 08,

omg! picture overload. H-A-H-A

BYE! -out for christmas lunch/dinner

still i need your sway.

bored outta my mind at the moment, trying to start/finish my 1500 assignment (damn fail)
tomorrow, there's work again. (only 3 days this week!)
im so uber bored/lonely at the moment, and feel like crap.
i wanna call someone, anyone for a small chitchat cz im bored like that.
but i don't want to make mistakes like before.
can x1 somebody call me on different everydays? haha
anyway, talking gets you in to grave trouble so im going to sleep.

niteynitey says better luck tomorrow.

exhaustive meltdown

Say whatever you have to say, I'll stand by you.
Do whatever you have to do, to get it out and not become a reactionary
To hurt the ones you love, you know you never meant to but you did
Oh yeah you did

Be whoever you have to be, I won't judge you
And sing whatever you have to sing to get it out and not become a recluse about your house, come out
I know you never meant to but you did
Oh but you did

Still I need your sway, 'cause you always pay for it
And I, and I need your soul 'cause you're always soulful
And I and I need your heart, 'cause you're always in the right places


-work sucks, life's a bitch

destination ?

big mama yawns.

i bought x2 bags and x1 jeans yesterday yummyyummy. i was contemplating whether to buy more shit. my spur of shopping is not so much a spur anymore, esp with the moving and all and you find out you have very little closet space.

why are people in banking so hard to reach nowadays? i got uber consumed with trying to find out how to reach people that didn't want to be found. must resist in cold calling the person till they get anooyed at you. why am i so freeeeee?

spoke on the phone for couple hours last night. i have a feeling im gonna get brain/eat cancer. i have a feeeling choi is a good word to you to use in this circumstance.

i need to go to the gym. i think my trainer is angry at me. i made an appointment with him on thurday 9.00 and made a no show. hehe. who wakes up at 8.45, just to rush to the gym after a night out?

im gonna make this cute little necklace out of ribbons. my new diy project because the sewing machine isn't here to keep me company on those late nights. instead, its been replaced by h-e-r-o-e-s. gotta love heroes.

my no bake cheesecake didn't turn. im so sad, so its turning out to be a bake cheesecake by saturday. bbq by the park this sat. seafood bbqs. yummyyummy.

and you know what i love? the karaoke machine.

i bought this cute little man. exact replica of.

out&about.

red box/genting/tigertiger, more tiger.
-sticker photo adventures
-road trips in the cold
-shisha cigg from thailand
etcetc.

big headache atm. -gonna pop 2 panadols & head to bed
goodnight
xx

baked cheesecake.

cousins catch up,


crusty bit.

philly cheese

filling.

in the oven.

finish product.

"apparently" its yums. -but i think it's a bit dry.

next up no-bake cheese cake.

anyway, i went sing k last night.

im sick now, home drugged up with strong cough meds.

till tmr. xoxo

vsop night

celebrating vsop. -trust me when i say vsop is the shits. haha


lucky 7 -muka drunkard haha


vsop/semi love haha






got lost for 2 hrs -klang to sunway sial.
got left at a petrol station/damn kap liu/wc scaryscary
singsong x2 fkn emo shits.
in the end, i reach home the latest wtf.

sing k tonight
bbq ons. -i call ppl kay. pls come ahaha
semi-lovin chai mui
bye
xoxo

Super celebration.

Thought i hold out till now,

1. Ill be working in Citibank as an intern.
2. I passed all my subjects yay!

super celebrating tonight HAHA

bye!

little lines

love these little lines. i think i may even rote learn them.

Meredith: Where have you been?! I've been waiting and waiting for you! And I did this stupid, embarrassing, humiliating, corny thing. And I was just gonna tell you that, this over here is our kitchen and this is our living room, and over there that's the room our kids could play. I had this whole thing about I was gonna build us a house, but I don't build houses because I'm a surgeon. And now I'm here feeling like a lame ass loser. I got all whole and healed and you don't show up. And now it's all ruined because you took so long to come home! And I couldn't even find that bottle of champagne ...

Derek: It's the kitchen? Living room - a little small. The view's much better from here. And that's where the kids are going to play? Where's our bedroom?

Meredith: I'm still mad at you and I don't know if I trust you, I wanna trust you, but I don't know if I do. So I'm just gonna try, I'm gonna try and trust you. Because I believe that, we can be extraordinary together. rather than ordinary apart and I wanna be ...
_

Derek: I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I want to build us a house. I want to settle down and grow old with you. I want to die when I'm 110 years old, in your arms. I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime. Mmm. Do you see what happens? I say things like that and you fight the urge to run in the opposite direction. It's okay, I understand. I didn't, but now I do, I do. You're just getting started and I've been doing this for a long time now. Deep down, you're still an intern, and you're not ready.

Meredith: I'm not ready right now. But things could stay the way they are, and I can get ready. I'll get ready.

Derek: Things can stay the way they are. We can still meet in the elevator or the on call room. And maybe you'll be ready. And I'll wait. I'll wait until you're ready.

Meredith: Okay, then.

Derek: Yeah, but what if...What if while I'm waiting I meet someone who is ready to give me what I want from you?

Meredith: What if you do?

Derek: I don't know.

xx

Ahh, i've come to a conclusion that relationships would be easy with an expendible cashflow.

gotta love us.

toward the circle of death, literally.

beer garden tonight wee