September 29, 2009

Head in the clouds

Seem like my life is getting on now.
I secured a 2nd pt job today for next yr.
The remuneration is sehr gut.
Hoping to get a 3rd pt job in summer.
Filling my time..

He called me again n I didn't know what to say.
I opt not to pick up the phone.
I told u I needed security.
I told u I needed many things to the extent I forgot what I've told u.
I told u about opportunities n wasted opportunities.
I told u all about me.

I really hate u.
My eyes painted red with regret.

why somedays I love,
other days I hate,
most days I hurt?

September 20, 2009

in summary,

1. 'trying' to stay skinny is so hard.
indulgence+sad+boredom
2. yesterday, i made a HUGE sale $2xxx.
1 krazykat, 17 items, so proud of myself.
she said i made the biggest sale ever!
3. i might be getting another pt job during the summer.
4. just tell me id be lucky.
just tell me ill get into mll314.
5. i want to get x1leather bag & white linen skirt frm country road.
20% off pls?
6. can ppl stop giving me empty promises?!
its driving me crazy!
7. 500 days of summer, literally id cry for that boy.
literally 500 days of summer.
8. annoyed yesterday.
the vanilla cake was too sweet.
9. i spend money like crazy.
even more when im sad.
10. you are the bluest light.

i have no life.



outside there's a box car waiting,
outside we wait 'til face turns blue



I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes
What could I ever run to
Just tell me it's tearing you apart
Just tell me you cannot sleep

to that boy who will always have a piece of me,

i really hope you're happy now.
& i wish you manage to find the happiness in life,
the one we said we'd look for together.
i hope you will still chase your dreams,
never give them up, never let them go.
& i wish you will find it,
everything you're looking for,
more happiness than when you were with me.
i shall call you dearest,
jibbles
xx


500 days of summer was like reliving a memory.
Running around in ikea,
The penis game,
Pancakes, loads n loads of pancakes.
I did all that.
Those stories were not just told to anyone, u had to earn it.
Xx

September 7, 2009

love of mine.

hello universe,

today, im finally done with assignment (;

-just a little something i wanted to share before i schleeeep.
im into headbands. lol




cute right?
ps. i love my top too. it has cute heart buttons. love it.
pardon the mess on my bed. its undone.
anyway, just wanted to say hi before exams starts (in 5weeks!)


enjoy the song


Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

nite xx

September 6, 2009

love song.



in my eyes she can do no wrong
in her mind i'm a little child
she's the words in my favorite song
but to her i am juvenile



x-factor -danyl johnson. im rooting for you.
please go watch it. you'll start feeling fuzzy.


postsecret.

toodles.
xx

September 1, 2009

damage control


source: postsecret

xx

whole dollop of lovin'