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Imba is used mostly in online games or games that have patches or different versions. Imba means that something is imbalanced and should be "nerfed" or made worse. When something is imba it means that is is too good and it makes the game unfair.

im getting better at lingo every single day.

come to me
the moon is closer than your eyes
i can barely see through the cracks
light shines out of my scars
siren screams in vain
i have already died a million times inside

I surrender
shoot me down
no bullet could
stop me now
my love does not depend
on anyone or anything
itll never die

im ticking like a timebomb
soon to blow away
i am not you
you are not me
it still plays
i could say i love you
if only for a day
my mind sunk this ship
i am drown in it

donnoh what im feeling right now but...

im currently lusting for Elise Whipstitch Bag in black.
http://www.witchery.com.au/www/136/1001127/displayproduct/elise-whipstitch-bag--5112793_bags--1961665_.html

nites
xx

39 ways to show your love.

...Once a week

1. Fight (a little). Getting your grrs out keeps small annoyances from snowballing. Britain's longest-married couple proves it: Together 81 years, Frank and Anita Milford say their secret is "a little argument every day."

2. Walk hand in hand. Even just to your car after an evening at Waffle House.

3. Compliment each other. This one's a daily to-do, if you can. There's no nice thing that's too small to mention: his excellent taste in music, the way he always opens the door for you — it's all worth a verbal love tap. And he will swoon.

4. Make love (obviously). But also ...

5. Have generous sex. You need at least one sexual connection a week that's all about pleasing the other person. (Dear busy people: Feel free to multitask and make this the sex from before. Same goes for this next one ...)

6. Sleep together before work. Put down the straightening iron and heat things up this way: "Weekday morning sex is the secret sauce in a relationship," says Tristan Coopersmith, 33, coauthor of Menu Dating.

7. Get into bed and ... sleep. "Sometimes the best thing a couple can do to ignite their passion for each other is sleep," says Hillsborough, New Jersey, sleep expert Carol Ash. If you two aren't in the sleepover stage yet, co-napping has been known to work wonders too.

8. Let something go. Argue over the stuff that matters, but once a week let him (and yourself) off the hook for things that don't: Yes, he chews his popcorn loud. No, it won't kill you.

9. Laugh really hard. Laughter is a relationship's Krazy Glue: It bonds you. Uninspired? Fast-forward to the chest-waxing scene in The 40-Year-Old Virgin, or send him something snortworthy from funnyordie.com.

... Once a Month

10. Be do-gooders. Volunteering together (even just helping a friend move) bonds you because you're ID-ing "common values," says Elizabeth Lombardo, a psychologist in Wexford, Pennsylvania.

11. Do something scary. Been together a while? A pounding heart mimics the rush of brand-new love, says Patti Wood, an expert on nonverbal communication in Atlanta. Fly in a balloon, or order the sweetbreads for two!

12. Talk about money. Whether it's "Should we open a joint account?" or just, "Hey, let's split the bill tonight."

13. Brag publicly about him: his fearless pursuit of the mouse in your kitchen, the armful of hydrangeas he surprised you with, the raise he landed even in this economy. Surely once a month you can think of something that'll make him blush in front of your friends. He'll probably get you back too.

14. Declare something "this stays in Vegas." A silly nickname, or a crazy bedroom mishap. Share something intimate, then pull the couple bubble around you tightly.

15. Be the man. Not literally, but if your guy always initiates dates, romance, whatever, take the lead for once. Christina, 26, of Jersey City, New Jersey, likes to ask her husband out on formal dates: "I've even brought him a red rose."

16. Disappear together. Hike somewhere AT&T can't find you (and thus your mother, your boss and his needy friend Bob can't find you either). No woods? Any time spent totally alone together — a long drive, even — will do the trick.

17. Disappear alone. We're not advocating game-playing, exactly. But in this world of 24/7 availability, it can be good for your relationship to each have some solo time. Afterward, you'll feel recharged, like the free-spirited single girl he fell for once upon a time.

18. Go to a party! And mingle separately. It screams confidence and makes the after-party rehash even sweeter.

19. Have sex some way you've never had it before. A worthy challenge, whether you've been together 10 days or 10 years. Try a new position or play out a fantasy. Doesn't matter whether it's really new to you, as long as it's new to you as a couple.

... Once a Year

20. Build a doghouse. Or restore a Firebird. Or, OK, sew matching Star Trek costumes. Any team project "is fantastic bonding," says Wendi Forrest, owner of Time for Nine, a golf dating service.

21. Now get the dog. Or at least a plant. Anything that'll grow with your love.

22. Say the tough thing. The dark family secret. The crazy career dream. If you can't confess to your significant other, then who? (Hey, you think Barack never said to Michelle way back when, "This may sound nuts, but I think I want to be president someday"?)

23. Cancel Valentine's Day and invent your own lovey-dovey holiday. Lobsterfest 2010, anyone?

24. Fall apart. You can't schedule this. But it's important that you each know, via experience, that you can completely, utterly lose your grip — weep over a bad haircut, threaten to leave your job after a nutso day, have a wrenching fight with your mom — and not lose each other.

25. Don't. Get. Up. At least once a year, break open some bubbly, disable the Wi-Fi, and don't get out of bed for the weekend.

26. Talk birth control. Not so sexy, but potentially life-changing. Would a different method work better? Is it his turn (or yours) to take primary responsibility? And where are you on the whole kid issue, anyway?

27. Re-kiss your first kiss. All timid and hopeful ... and wonderful.

28. Write each other. New Orleans newlywed Rebecca, 32, was inspired by her husband's uncle, who writes his wife every Christmas: "One letter may not seem like much, but after 30 years it's a wonderful record of their lives."

29. Think back on all the reasons you fell for him, whether you've dated for a year or a decade. Some will be big (his extra-dry sense of humor); some will be small (his love of argyle). Make sure you tell him, and remind yourself. Hello, butterflies! There you are again.

... And Once In a Lifetime

30. Get lost together in a foreign country.

31. Damn the cost and go do the dream.

32. Get intimate someplace you might be discovered.

33. Suffer through food poisoning together.

34. Go to each other's "fun" high school reunions.

35. Pay off the mortgage!

36. Come back from the brink of a breakup even stronger.

37. Together, convince a skeptic pal to believe in love.

38. Have a poor phase. Maybe a rich phase, too.

39. Count the stars. Know your love is one in a billion.

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!

source: glamour.com, some lj.

Mom, I dont wear pants.

I have a huge weakness for tights, leggings and short dresses.
Weather could be a huge factor, layering could be another. hm, I dont know.

Anyway, do you see the progression?
For those that dont know me, I dont vary all that much.
Most of my clothes are either black, white or grey, sometimes a little bit of red, with either polka dots, hearts or stripes.
Why? - Mainly because I for one suck at colour coordination & its simpler to just add prints.

Im so happy. I hope the small size doesnt sellout whine*


American apparel heart tights


American apparel shiny peach leggings


Supre polka dot dress in black


Supre polka dot dress in navy blue

Lucky for me American apparel & Supre are just up the road (:
Now I cant wait till exams are over so I can go buy them! FML how exciting!

Also, as a huge foodie lover, I must try this:
A macaron or French macaroon is a confectionery whose name is derived from an Italian word “maccarone” meaning paste.[1] It is meringue-based: made from a mixture of egg whites, almond flour, and both granulated and confectionery sugar.

The confectionery is characterized by its smooth, domed top, ruffled circumference, and flat base. Connoisseurs prize a delicate, egg shell-like crust that yields to a moist and airy interior. The French macaroon differs from other macaroons in that it is filled with cream or butter like a sandwich cookie, and can be found in a wider variety of flavors that range from the traditional (raspberry, chocolate) to the exotic (foie gras, truffle). Making macarons requires a great deal of discipline and is a process that is highly dependent on exactitude, technique, and proper equipment. For this reason it is a notoriously difficult recipe to master and a frustrating endeavor for the amateur baker.[2] Source: Wikime.


Laduree, based in France.



Anyway, so I checked up on where these babies are sold here. Only to find that macarons (not to be confused with macaroons) are not very popular here. sigh. The only places which apparently make these well are Lindt cafe and Cafe Vue. So after exams imma get myself some macarons.

So beautiful I WANT ALL THE COLOURS! SEE!!
http://www.lindt.com/au/swf/eng/chocolat-cafe/cafe-collection/delice-collection/
I think pistaschio looks the best.

Lastly, I just want to take some time to wish everyone a HAPPY CNY! DRIVE SAFE!

im miles from where you are.

contingency plan.

How to measure the successes in your life? Is it through your achievements, the amount of money you make/have, the lifestyle you lead, or the best clothes you own?

I cant believe that in a blink of an eye, another new year has begun. As the new year rolls around, I began to list what I wanted to achieve for 2010. The results were pretty much the same as the lasts. Does this mean I haven't achieved anything worth mentioning in the lasts few years?

Truthfully, I thought about this question for a long time last night. I couldn't exactly remember the past few years. In particular, I can't even exactly say I truely remember what I did during that time. And to be honest, I think the best part about those few years was the fact that I couldn't remember any of it. Obviously, my memory or rather the memories are still there but I would not have much recollection of those times if I hadn't taken any photos.

Mil was speaking to me today & she told me how XX can fk with a person's mind. I questioned myself and her and wondered if it were true. Am I more anxious now or changed into a different person completely? I'm not sure. I used to say that things in the past, had I not done any of those, I wouldn't be as strong of a person as I am today. Today, I'm not as sure anymore.

As I begin this new year, I think its time I scroll through that list I made several years ago and begin to tick the boxes as I prod along. I don't want to be left behind and seeing as I am clueless about what I want my career to be in the future, I should really sit down and think about ways on how NOT to waste time. I am after all a master procrastinator.

I really hope I haven't lost myself after all that I've gone through. If not, all that I am doing now will be a waste of time. All I know is in the midst of all my wants, what I really need is to be home with family and as time draws nearer, I am curious to see what my decision will be.

ampifyme xx