almost perfect

i dont know why girls love strong characters, myself included.
doesnt matter if that same boy was a dick, they still fall in love nevertheless.
i realized my priorities have changed since 8 years ago
the shallow has become incessantly more shallow?
perhaps, and maybe the focus has diverted a little as well.
i only realized after today.

i really love a quirky & interesting guy,
with a great sense of humour and can make me laugh
who can dish out the right jokes/teases and take my mean jokes too
(good comebacks & mini fights are necessary)
a little bit sensitive & emotional so i know whats going on in their mind
(jealous but not over the top)
who is a little bit of a baddy outside but a wholesome sweetheart on the inside
who backs me up even though i am so goddamn wrong and lying through my teeth
who makes me feel like im over the moon delirious everytime after we speak
with a strong character and knows how to put their foot down when necessary
knows the right things to do at the right time without me asking for it
and makes me feel like im being treated exactly like how any girl should be treated, with respect

i know this list seems so perfect but i found it before
and i know for sure ill find it again.
and this is why some of us stay friends,
some go the extra mile to be good friends
but only one goes the full mile.
its the non existent feelings in between that tells a story
and its a journey in itself.

i also know that sometimes, well im constantly talking about love all the time.
although not anymore -not sure why
but i can tell you the reason why i used to.
life isnt beautiful without love to be honest.
but as much as i want to find this love, im not willing to settle.
honestly, it doesnt take much to impress me.
what i really appreciate is the art/skill to flirt, tease and have good comebacks
a suave man and touche, hook, line, sinker.
why?
because it shows that you're really interesting and that you've actually put effort in finding out about the opposite sex.
i guess thats why its called the game of love.
so its true and the story goes, nice guys finish last.
oh, and i quote 'nobody likes a pussy.'

i havent found this guy yet but im waiting to fall head over heels.

gerrreat.

im trying not to be the person i grew up to be because honesty apparently doesnt get you very far. instead, i am trying to be the person i want to become. i never realize that it would be this difficult though, to be expressive. yet it is something which is required in today's society. the fact that many people tell me i should be more expressive but this 'expressiveness' in connotation marks has limitations and should be done in an acceptable and appropriate manner. how does one then identify what is this appropriate mannerism/form of expression?

i also realize that humans are by far the most complex creatures, fraught with emotions. i have a lot to learn. although, i am starting to think maybe i am better off as a housewife. only cz im lazy xx

some boys are meant to be eye candy, other boys are bffs, and only the rare one tends to stick like -goooey sticky taffy

toodles xx

shortpost.

source. ps

10 things i hate/love about you.
1. i love champagne & magners
2. i love running in the mornings
3. i love being busy/keeping entertained
4. i love work
5. i love
6. i hate gossip/gossiping
7. i hate working too much
8. i hate sugar in my latte
9. i hate hailstorms/flashfloods
10. i hate

off to grab coffee then heading to work. bye!