Wow, havent touched this space since Jan. So much things have changed since then that I dont even know where to begin. Some changes were good, some were bad and some just not worth mentioning.I feel like these changes took me to places i wish I diidnt go to. Having said that, maybe its all in my mind. After all, the mind works in splendid ways. It tricks you into believing things that arent.
See, im in a bit of a pickle with life at the moment because of the divergence between rationality and emotions. which leads me to question all the whys, for example why things dont ever go smoothly? and do all people have moments where they feel this way. -im sure they do. To be honest, its very simple if i was a shape shifter and im beginning to feel im becoming one.
Well, hopefully, good change comes real soon without me making any decisions though i am aware that this is just wishful thinking. Decisions decisions, so hard to make decisions. So here i am left asking myself what is the outcome of this, what have I learnt from it and how can i make it better?
1. Ive become more independent. Stronger? Doubt it.
2. I have a better idea of what kind of person I want
3. I have a better understanding of how certain things can work.
4. To improve, I should work on saying no, being too accommodating and flexible.
Okays meeting a friend for coffee. Signing offx
