run,

I wandered through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance to feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

trembled thoughts

What i've been doing: (X pictures)
mahjong, chulo, teppanyakis, market survey, rasta

best friend convinced me to try this
because we were confused

we didn know how to wear the dress which didnt cover the ass

Fashion show 09,

free flow ended at 10

Port dickson

-shit beach, overscorching sun with the best air tebu (X

"so..air tebu makes brown sugar?"

hermit

shadow

Present from boss

bye.

photo lovin.

i got lazy to upload already.
enjoy my somewhat small collection.

xoxo


Round trip msia 09,

Pusat penyelidikan


Biawak


sunset


sunset via tree


fishy friends


spirit fingers


old archi


odd couple


spoon bending (boys these days.. think they can do anything tsktsk*)

penang bridge

old archi

portrait

slr

herbal duck

polis sneak

army

goofballs

4 of us

Barclub/redbox 08 -backdated

cake love

4 of us

<3

bestie

flop

Vday/pressies

hug me barry.

wrapper

bouquet/single rose

vintry?

strawberry ice

Ally's 22nd.

ally's 22nd

valentines

son of a gun, you make me feel like smoke out of long schluck.

dinner date, lunch date.

where is?

loves.

tired.

If all the luck in this life has all run
If all my faith is undone, I had none
To track them down and take them back where they belong
Could that explain why I'm here,
Is that the reason why I came
And why I feel this way,
I feel, I feel, I feel, I came apart here

Of any moment, ever stolen, don't take this one
As my heart runs empty now I realize
What I want would never surface otherwise
I hope your heart runs empty and you realize



I'm feeling under the weather today.
xx

Qua, in capacity of.

Infamous place where i dropped my camera case (by accident)
& splashed mr. bleh with cockle soup hehheh
very entertaining
xx

You know you're effin broke when:

-you havent finished your shit paying job & you're searching for another one
-you want an easy, fast paying job for the rest of your holiday (which isnt much)
-you succumb to your senses & apply for a job which pays well for oh hm i dont know yet

Well, we shall wait & see how things go.
Im quite picky but at least this will pay for shit.
xx

I just came back from touring semenanjung malaysia.
Only one word to describe it :- beautiful
I got a tan, went snokerling, caught up on my sleep.
I manage to see aquaculture, biawaks, abandon houses & breathtaking scenery.
tau sar peah, ipoh hor fun x chicken x tauge, herbal duck noodle
(X fat happy kid ey.

& Omfg, got shit from friends cz apparently the scuba instructor was "interested"
X_X can die malux2
& of all things, his biggest plans for me was to be a scuba instructor wtf
with friends like that, who needs enemies mm..

I also finally watched the heartbreak kid. loved it to bits.
(esp when you have nothing to do on the island) -food was shit too
Now I wanna go cancun & los cabos, mexico. -bout 2500aud

Anyway, I'm just wrapping up my job this week. I finished next tuesday.
Then, I need to earn moolah to pay off presents (500) & trip.(400)
Pay for my "maintainence cost" (500) hehheh
I havent quite figured out how to pay for gym (600) -still working on that =/

Besides that, I havent gone shopping. I feel so effin deprived X_X
& havent quite used my creative skills in the cloth department.

On the upside, Aunt gave me some black & white cloth.
I'm thinking black poncho, one shoulder white dress, black kilt

-Do I even have enough cloth?

& Lastly, I need to put the rest of my moolah in FD gahh.
so poor. so so poor.

xx

ps. ally, want to go star cruise this year end?
Who wants to go star cruise this year end?
Apparently, Msians get it for a discounted price & getting better rooms are better kononnya.
Cost is 500 i think. -religiously need to start saving again!

Fuck everything cost money & lots of it.
So little time! Damn it.

xx

I'm so bored atm so, a filler xx

21 things,
1. I have a manic disorder, ocd & prone to exhaustion especially when left alone with a certain project.
2. I love tau sar peah with milk omg. tiny lovely delectables.
3. I talk alot, way way more than you do in your entire existance. woot, i win hands down.
4. I realized that what I want in a relationship is immature but I wouldn't change a thing. I'm like one of those old school kiddos who loves her relationships blissfully ignorant.
5. Ron white was the shiteous comedian during my trip round msia. Now he wins hands down.
6. I think I could turn asexual at the rate im nosediving into other areas of my life.
7. I believe k.t is secretly a rich state who uses all its moolah to build noninformative viewing objects.
8. I also believe you all secretly believe that too. (;
9. I believe I have an affinity with durians & kampung cempedak. I think its a rare case of fruitititis.
10. God must be sleeping. I too should be asleep now.
11. V still has my jumper whine*
12. I secretly try to get off work at the exact time just so I can come home & watch that chinese series on 8tv.
13. Because I'm cheap like that
14. & God made me chinky.
15. I think confidence is the root of all auras.

16. I get bored really easily. Sometimes too easily.
17. My miracle cure is x amounts of ibuprofen, anytime anyday 24/7 all the way.
18. I only have x1 assignment left to do. YAY
19. I want that dress I saw in the pasar mlm. Shit I know its a nighty but I cant help but like it. Thurday!
20. I badly want to head to an island & vegetate when I get back to melb, pick up rock climbing again & go bushwalking But before that, I gotta buy my gear.

21. Im on a diet.

Goodnight
xoxo

here we are.

he said i looked empty.
am i really?

he said over the years ive become more sensitive, turned into a woman even.
better if i stop swearing.

we drove for miles&miles.
xx

另一個天堂, another heaven.

你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
You have replaced the previous one second of emptiness in my life
問題忽然找到答案
The question has suddenly found an answer
不用解釋也明白
No need to explain yet understood
你的微笑 是一個暗號
Your smile is a secret signal
我能解讀 那多美好
I can analyze how fine
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒
My dream isn’t that big, just want to forever stop this second
你為我的世界 重新彩繪
For my world, you have anew the colored pattern
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
It’s you who has taken me to find another heaven
遠比想像中的更美
Far more beautiful than imagined
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
This heaven in our embrace
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
Another dream with unlimited happiness
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
Believe that you are my other heaven
給的愛多麼純粹
Giving a love so pure
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
Because of you exists this heaven
愛是直達的路線
Love is a direct route
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
Because of you exists this heaven
只想陪在你身邊
Only want to stay by your side
我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
I’m waiting for the brilliance of the next moment we meet again
每天每天 越來越愛
Everyday loving more and more
邏輯就這麼簡單
Logic is this simple
是你轉到 同一個頻道
It’s you whose turned to the same channel
定位我的 幸福座標
Set my goal of happiness
我多渺小 能深愛著你 最重要
I’m so insignificant, deeply loving you is most important
想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱
Want your tomorrow to look carefully
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
It’s you who taken me to find another heaven
遠比想像中更美
Far more beautiful than imagined
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
This heaven in our embrace
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
Another dream with unlimited happiness
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
Believe you are my other heaven
給的愛多麼純粹
Giving a love so pure
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
Because of you exists this heaven
愛是直達的路線
Love is a direct route
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
It’s you who taken me to find another heaven
遠比想像中更美
Far more beautiful than imagined
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
This heaven in our embrace
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
Every dream with unlimited happiness
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
Believe you are my other heaven
給的愛多麼純粹
Giving a love so pure
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
Because of you exists this heaven
愛是直達的路線
Love is a direct route
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
Because of you exists this heaven
我只想陪在你身邊
I only want to stay by your side