sunday go away.

god, im working for the next 2 days.
pray that i will see daylight..my legs are about to buckle.
why is today so busy?!
right, there is a 50% markdown on the window display. figures.
so i bought a red wool coat, $200 down to $100 -which im gonna do some alterations to.
then it'd be a cool 3 way jacket

besides that, ive started on my new pet project, the elastic bra top. its cute. really.
im manhandling it so it fits right in those areas..
-will do a huge postie once im done.
and lastly, ive also been waiting on my etsy bags to arrive.

ps. i made some herbal chicken (fatfree) soup. omg. so so good. x mama chops cook

Has anyone played sally's spa? it's the cutest thing ever!
btw, if im not making sense, its because i am absolutely t.i.r.e.d.

must find the determination to start my cover letter!.
bludge.

off to the gym
xoxo

zero-ing on the wishlist. smug

addicted to ebay/etsy.
you-gotta-try-it especially during exam period.
its gotta calming effect.
honest.

ps. also addicted to white apple tree.
snowflake,
please help me find
x1 heart bag
x1 nude blazer
x1 grey blazer

tomorrow's big buys. HOH

im collecting ;)

too cute.

got time for a little humour?



[T Pain]
T SWIZZLE AND T PIZZLE

[Taylor Swift]
I'm like 8 foot 4, blond hair to the floor
you shorties never thought I dreamed about rapping hardcore
no I ain't got a gun
no I never really been in a club
still live with my parents
but I'm still a thug

i'm so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night
you out clubbing, but I just caramel delight
t swift and t pain rappin on the same track
it's a thug story tell me can you handle that

I had a dream last night I had high-top NIkes
I had diamonds in my mouth, and diamonds on my mic
by the time I woke up I was singing "I'M ON A BOOOOAAT"

cuz I'm a singer turned rapper
shorty I'm a make ya
straight to the top, yo
shorty I'ma take ya

you can call me T Sweezy now I'm a rap star
it's a thug story now tell them who you are
singer turned gangsta
you don't wanna fight to the top
in my extra small white tee

t swift and t pain all up on the same track
it's a thug story tell me now can you get with that

what! what! I knit sweaters yo!
what! what! don't test me [bleep]

hey hold on, hold on I didn't even say anything
WHAT?I said "yo"
YUP
you guys bleeped me and I didn't even say anything
I didn't even swear
SHE DIDN"T EVEN SWEAR
hello??

where is my mind?

or

what say you?

tomorrow stephie is going to clean out her life!
xam(s) are a killa!
im gonna chill out tomorrow HAHA
ps. im gonna get a tatt!

my mixtape (if any ones listening),
white apple tree -snowflake
the pixies -where is my mind?
death cab- the ice is getting thinner
one republic -come home
eric hutchinson -breakdown more (live)
neyo -mad
crystal castle -crimewave/ magic spells
royskopp -miss it so much
sea wolf -you're a wolf

i love indie shyt!
nitey nitey
xx

sytycd s5 & gg

who's watching this?

damn it. they disabled all embeddings on youtube!! rawrrrr

daddy the great

he would say,

propose it to me like how you would propose it to your clients.



if you had the opportunity to be great, would you stop at mediocre?

oh daddy keah, i love you.

la vie en rose.

mer x ciggs,

The sibling and I were having "the talk" before on how to gage my own visions, missions, plans and he explained the difference between dreams and visions.
After a good half hour talk over kimchi noodles x chicken, we finally assessed my situation.

I have no visions & I fumble.
Exams 6 days away and im thinking about my visions. sigh*
It turns out that my "visions", looking for mr. happiness was something unquantifiable.
Result : they become dreams, something big and shiny, pretty to look at but nothing quite attainable.

Wants
1. Security
2. Happiness
3. more more toys
4. Travel
5. Perfection

Vision 2009 (Because plans change & sometimes, things don't go your way)
1. Financial leverage

Mission
1. Look for more opportunity
2. Self reflection, communication & engaging
3. Life direction (lest not look at numerology/starsigns anymore shall we)

Plans
1. Work
2. Devour more reading material e.g. newpapers,books
3. Finish uni on time
4. Internships

It's a big struggle just keeping myself a float.
But, God does answers prayers & Im grateful I got the mentoring gig. Thanks a bundle.
xx

Other things outside my scope of jurisdiction
Today, I cant look towards those "challenges" hoping a positive change would eventuate as an outcome anymore. Have I just given up/lost hope in it entirely? Perhaps, I've burnt out. What I wanted was a little piece of mind during exam time.

Really now.

So, Im gonna prove to myself that Im better than this fxxking shit.
Im gonna ace my exams b/c I know Im stronger than that.
Focus steph. baby steps.
gonna slp guys
xx