The sibling and I were having "the talk" before on how to gage my own visions, missions, plans and he explained the difference between dreams and visions.
After a good half hour talk over kimchi noodles x chicken, we finally assessed my situation.
I have no visions & I fumble.
Exams 6 days away and im thinking about my visions. sigh*
It turns out that my "visions", looking for mr. happiness was something unquantifiable.
Result : they become dreams, something big and shiny, pretty to look at but nothing quite attainable.
Wants
1. Security
2. Happiness
3. more more toys
4. Travel
5. Perfection
Vision 2009 (Because plans change & sometimes, things don't go your way)
1. Financial leverage
Mission
1. Look for more opportunity
2. Self reflection, communication & engaging
3. Life direction (lest not look at numerology/starsigns anymore shall we)
Plans
1. Work
2. Devour more reading material e.g. newpapers,books
3. Finish uni on time
4. Internships
It's a big struggle just keeping myself a float.
But, God does answers prayers & Im grateful I got the mentoring gig. Thanks a bundle.
xx
Other things outside my scope of jurisdiction
Today, I cant look towards those "challenges" hoping a positive change would eventuate as an outcome anymore. Have I just given up/lost hope in it entirely? Perhaps, I've burnt out. What I wanted was a little piece of mind during exam time.
Really now.
So, Im gonna prove to myself that Im better than this fxxking shit.
Im gonna ace my exams b/c I know Im stronger than that.
Focus steph. baby steps.
gonna slp guys
xx
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