running amok

Ebbed in a web, i spun around my negativity. Oh, silly me.

xx

1.uber busy.

oh beeswax xx

i'm currently cooking. i think cooking's my "person". i do it when im most stressed/when i'm not stress/when i'm lazyortired/when thesibling&i need food & even when we don't. i can't understand why i do it.

3 fires turned on again. i have abc soup, fish curry (not coconut one-i don't like coconut), tofu&mushroom concoction -i love tofus xx & still thinking if i should light mr. lucky last just to make some snow peas =/ dinner for 2, my brother&i.

yesterdays haven't been going well. well, that's an understatement. come every 4 o'clock, i get so tired, my bones start to twinkietouch with one another. i keep myself awake by clugging down teapots of greens. to my dismay, i find out -too much tea is bad for u X_X so looks like i am going to live a very short life ai?
-this coming from the reformed coffee splurgeon sob*

i am so uber busy just doing nothing.

imagine.

2.uber poor

my phone bill hasn't arrived but i know come next month..i know. i even stopped calling ms. km due to x1 reason above

sewing class nearly killed my expenditure for this month. what do you know, grandma's little sparetime filler healer isn't so cheap after all xx

there's the other thing related to stress and poor -shopping
when i am stress, i shop. when i am poor, i'm stress. sick cycle ey?

besides the point, i shop heaps.

3.uber tired

my worries have piled up into a neat little folder called "uni". you will find this neaty located at my top rhs on my desktop. it's sitting there, telling me, "honey, wake up. you have 5 weeks left.." -oh screw that, you just missed another week. glad to know you are trying. (yes, head inside still talks to me) at least i'm organized no? =/

bad time management forced me to go into lapses of nightly food binging, incorporate stress and perfect equation for ms. time bomb. i make up for it by running twice as hard. see, i have this other food theory : eat twice as much, run twice as hard -normally it doesn't work as i pack on more than not.

stress+food binging+harder workouts = run down the mill, age84 granny trying to catch up with time. sigh~

something to look forward to:
x1 dinner
-my tofus fully absorbed the mushroom flavor
-my fish curry decided to behave (maybe because i had time)

the sibling gave it a disgusted look, took a mouthful & lapped it up.

good dooogggieeee xx

x1 completed short report
-please please stop procrastinating

x1 lg viewty, the new hp i've decided to get or not..woot!

just that it has an expansionary time lag so i might decide against..ergh but the camera is uber excellente & it's touchscreen. yes -i am still fully woman.

x1 lighter side of life, less negativity. behold, feel my zen. come with me now.

sorry i'm taking the easy road & avoiding people.
let's face it. we all seem reluctant to make happy with the public from time to time. let my martha get back on it's footing. till then
xx

busy with assignments. dnd for the next 3weeks.

currently,

i put tofus into everything cept soups yum!

i am currently preshrinking my cloth yayness!

i will start my assignment at 8PM!

lovelove.