today,
i cried and cried till i couldn't cry anymore.
i never felt better, sad.
honestly, i don't know how anyone can be so sure in their life.
i. just. don't. know.
he asked me, "have you ever wonder why you always don't know?"
is it that you don't know because
a. you want to leave all your options open
b. you want to continue sitting on the fence
c. you don't understand the question
d. you're just not interested in knowing
he asked me to ask myself where i want to be in 10 years time.
he said even if i didn't come up with the right answers, it'll make me a hell of a person.
as much as it hurts not knowing,
it hurts more when you really have no clue and everyone is telling you to be more certain.


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